Ok, firstly I have a chronic anal fissure which I have just had a second round of botox for as the first lot didn't work.
I am 4 days post botox and I already feel different pain to the pain I had the first time round. This time it is sore to wipe after a BM, last time I had the burning pain from hell, which most fissure sufferers will be used to! They are def two different pains.
I had a look at my bum in the mirror and noticed there was pus around it. I also saw what looked like a line on the 'outside' of my bum (my fissure is internal) and some sort of little hole. It is very difficult to tell if that's what I can see , because it is all still very sore, bruised, plus I have a skin tag and a 2nd degree hem, so you can see why it's hard to see anything for definite!
I am worried that if this is a fistula, the botox/opening up i've just had done HAS CAUSED IT :-( They did say they 'cleaned' the fissure too.
Just to be clear my fissure is internal, long and deep and up to the dentate line, but it's DEF only internal...or it was :-(
Can anyone help? I'm pretty mortified now as apparantly a fistula is a different condition (or is it the fissure tear continuing from inside to outside?) and would mean a different lot of surgery.
I know I don't have cancer or anything terrible and neither of my kids are suffering and I keep reminding myself of these things, but help my god, i'm so fed up
I have had the fissure 9 months now.
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