You all are so very sweet!!! Having this forum I know has aided in my recovery...to know you have people rooting for you feels really great!!
Well today is day 8 since surgery....my stitches seem like they are almost out/dissolved and things couldn't be better!!! I can't believe I actually look forward to pooping!! I just feel so damn good after, with absolutely no pain during the movement itself!! Oh but the itch has started....I had to jump in the tub last night around midnight but then it was gone and I slept great!
I'm off for a year with my daughter and I'm so looking forward to next six months!! My hubby is the most wonderful man and has been more supportive than I could ever explain. To watch him with our daughter brings tears to my eyes....he just loves her more than life itself. I feel like I have everything I will ever need and be taken care of regardless of any situation that may arise. He is actually taking 3 months of parental leave and we will all be together for the 3 months prior to me going back to work! I'm so excited and can't wait!!
Oh I have to mention that I'm having some very minor gas incontinence that comes and goes....sometimes I can hold em' and sometimes I can't! But please believe me when I say that it is not a big deal at all....the little toots that escape are not loud/obnoxious and it actually makes me giggle a bit!
My last botox shot was less than 3 months ago so I'm thinking that it may get better once all the botox is out of my system...but if it doesn't it really is not a big deal!
My best friend came to visit me for the last 2 days and we had some wine!!! It was sooooo good and no problems!! I also indulged with some doritos (drools) and again no problems!! I never thought the day would come.....it is possible to heal, please have hope all those who are suffering!!
Hope, Love and prayers to all!