Thank you all of you, you are so nice - always
Update: I took one teaspoon Miralax with the last meal yesterday, a couple of hours before I went to bed. BM today was formed. I had the same sensation as after last Botox, had problems pushing/getting it out... Used Xylocain, but I don't think it hurt much - as if I am paralyzed down there (I am). Strange feeling. Am a bit sore as expected.
Should I take 2 teaspoons instead?? I saw that you Tabby suggested more than one... I just want to take it slow, because if I get diarrhea or multiple BMs I would panic and just stop!
Lars, I have the same sensation as last time, it's like I can't feel my butt - it's like a stranger to me :) or it's more of a numb feeling.
I was in a bit of a pain yesterday, but that must be because of the Botox shots, the exams and poking around up there. It's not comfortable to sit or lie on the back.
Tabby, Pinky & Lecia, he prescribed 2 things: Toilax Enterotab 5 mg (tablets) and Laxoberal drеper 7,5 mg (drops).
Kim, I think the Botox has kicked in already... He didn't say anything about how long I should take the laxative, but I have an appointment in two months if things go well. If things are getting worse I can call him before. I guess the key thing now - if things continue to heal - is that I have to be careful not to destroy the healing/make sure it continues to heal?
Cheryl, the exam was a bit painful, but he actually was able to us an anascope, and as he said " we weren't able to use it before". He is very gentle, caring and respectful.
Lecia, I don't know how long it took, but it's not like a normal shot or something. Just glad it's over for now.
Fissulyna wrote:So, dear Corsi - you have many options but you have to make your poop soft , especially that you obviously have very strong sphincter and once Botox wears off , you will be prone to re tear just like that :( if you do not manage to keep everything soft and nice for very looooooooong time.
I must agree with Lecia - nothing "down there" can be worse than butt problems - lazy or not lazy
- and it is VERY unlikely to happen. Just relax now and make it soft girl - don't be so stubborn LOL You came so far - why risk anything now ????
Fissy, I agree with you and Lecia there...I realize that I have to overcome my negativity towards laxatives to get rid of Cruella de Fissville. Fissureproblems are worse than a lazy colon I guess. I admit being stubborn as h.... when it comes to taking medicines, etc.
Fissy, you always give good advice - thank you!! I will be careful to keep things soft for a looong time :) I guess all of us will be careful with what we eat for ages after healing because we fear retearing....
Juney, I hope this one will be the last one..., but don't we all hope that "this will be the last thing we need to heal? I hope we all could heal asap!
Pinky, I'm not brave - I cried when he gave the third shot - sissy!!
Happy healing to all of you

to you as well Kim, you must have something to heal somewhere

Do tell if you do....
Corsica