Today hasn't been so good. I've been in pain all day. I can't tell if it's the site of the cut/fissurectomy or if hems have flared up down there. When I looked after my BM this morning it was all rather lumpy down there, like when I had external hems (before I forked out a fortune for hem surgery). I'm terrified that the pain is a thromboses. I don't know if I could go through that again.
So today I've been using the coconut oil and dr wheatgrass, as the rectogesic seems to make the blood flow to that area, which can't be good for hems, right? I managed to lie down for half an hour or so at midday as both kids had a sleep, which helped. Had a hot bath with Epsom salts tonight. Not sure what else I can do but try and think positively and pray for this pain to go away.
I can feel pain at the original fissure (about 2 o'clock) and at the fissurectomy (12oclock). The 12 o'clock site is sort if hard in feeling, like scar tissue might be building up or like it's a hem, not sure which. I've been trying to leave the area alone today, figuring that it needs time to heal without being messed with any more.
So, hopefully this pain is from the cut/fissure and not anything else
