As i write this I am crying at 3 am as i am lost and confused in search of some ideas for help.
I have had a fissure now for almost two years originating from piles.
I have had: gtn cream. 1x botox. Used fybogel and laxido
My current regime is : water x 3 pints a day plus other on top. Home made smoothie for breakfast plus toast then weetabix for lunch followed by vegetarian dinner and smoothie an half a sachet of laxido. Applying anosol as unsure if i have piles too. Coconut oil before shower.
Before bm i apply sudocream for protection
I have gotten to the point of not knowing where to turn.
My last hospital app said my fissure is not bad enough for surgery and to spend 6months on health kick before another app.
I have lost so much weight being healthy. I have a two yr old who keeps me busy but this is effecting my entire life jncl what job i can do and my relationship.
I have recently been to the toilet without pain but it hurts two hrs later for the usual 6hour onslaught. Or today stool passed so slowly it now hurts to pass wind.
I cannot sit down for more than 5 minutes.
I think i can control the softbess of my stool but not the healing and elasticity of my cut.
For 3/4 months i was pain free on 2x laxido a day and gtn cream however as soon as i gradually came off symptoms returned.
Also worried now as i think i can feel small lumps and unsure of what they maybe. Have a skin tag too.
Please.... Help! Ideas and reassurance in the form of success stories?! I have gotten so depressed having dark thoughts.
Many thanjs