Hi all !!! Thanks so much for additional info and encouragement

! Unfortunately Chris I left before I got your letter but it will certainly be useful
for future reference

! Lecia - it is a good approach - to remind ourself that we are better than before so just keep going forward :}{: !
Yes, this was crazy week for many here

- must be some "sun spots" are erupting or something and mess up with magnetic field down here or something

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Garreth - my tag is not deflating :( , actually it is bigger than usual

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I had exam and scope and CRS saw little tiny hole n the verge of the anus and beginning of the skin tag. She had no idea why it is bleeding and it was not bleeding during exam (darn !!!!!). She saw tiny vane coming down the colon and right into that place but she said it was very thin and not at all inflamed or enlarged so it is not hemorrhoid - it is completely normal looking and tiny. My fissure is completely closed but this tiny hole is on the very end of the former fissure . She probed really well and I had no pain. Nothing came out from anywhere. The only thing that she saw was that tiny hole and that the tag is inflamed - irritated ! She tried slowly to suggest that maybe we will need to remove the tag probably thinking that I would freak out but I jumped on that opportunity and she seemed relieved . She wants me to try cortisone cream only on the tag to see if it will calm down , but I think that she has to try it because of the insurance before we proceed with real solution. She also confirmed what i already knew that my sphincter is very strong still. So, I have app. in 3 weeks again and if this thing is not behaving it is going to be chopped off !
Thank you guys for every calming word - I appreciate it beyond words can describe

. I will go to sleep now - I am exhausted , Oh, buy the way I had one BM at 1 pm and there was just some pinky stuff, but after I went at 10 PM there was some blood - but I am not surprised after such detailed exam - I thought I would bleed much more !!!!
See you all tomorrow
