Officially past the three week mark.
My anal sphincter feels still incredibly tight, like just as if not more so than prior to surgery. I don't understand what is going on.
If my stool wasn't really soft I don't think I would be able to pass a somewhat formed solid BM, and that scares me a lot.
Also I find that when I go to the bathroom I had an instinctual fear of the BM and I clench an tense up.
My Pelvic Floor therapist suggested a squatty potty. Ive been using a small stool to put my feet on for about a week and it helped a little, but I still feel like I'm straining a bit, plus I feel like I might have some hemhoroids flaring up making this even more difficult.
After my morning BM, which was soft and kinda like soft serve ice cream, I think I over wiped and my top fissure bled a bit. Now the entire area is tight and uncomfortable, but not really painful.
Is there going to be a time soon where I feel better?