by missy moo » 25 Sep 2021, 15:01
So I'm back i guess i never really left i just take little breaks. This stupid fissure is bleeding again it goes through a healed an bleeding cycle and I'm so sick of it why won't it just stay away. A perfect bm can retear it thats the problem if i don't keep my bms SOFT everyday it will retear i wish i could handle more varieties since our bms are never the same everyday.
To feel that sharp pinching pain an see blood is taxing on my mental health 8years of it i never would of thought I'd still be here. When i first got my fissure i would read posts on here of people having their fissure for 8, 9,10 years an thought why! Why and how does someone survive that long. It was a crazy thought. Now I'm that person.
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missy moo on 26 Sep 2021, 06:06, edited 1 time in total.