Hi Tabby : ) !!! As my butt got better so did I emotionally (knock the wood + "imaginary eye protection here" LOL- hopefully our baby - Lecia will come to it one of those days XOXO ). Thanks for asking

! I also would like to thank everybody who prayed since I am sure it helped - good vibrations travel fast

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Don't be so disappointed about Botox

, it has lower success rate than creams and carries a lot of risk ( I had opportunity to take it and chose not to first and second time around

). For some people it works (about 50 % and it has high recurrence rate). I personally try to escape any drug or treatment that is not at least 10 years in use to have a clean safety record. Here pharmaceutical industry drives a lot of research and pushes drugs fast out of the pipeline to make huge profits with complete disregard to possible disasters which were many in past decades. So many drugs had recalls after fatalities started popping up - I just stay clear from anything "new", unless there is absolutely no other alternative. But, that is just me

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Hope you are doing much better "Tubby"

and that your spasms are less and less as "ketchup" is lessening away !
Take care buddy :cherries:
Cheryl - yes , many options are there but I don't see anybody jumping on anything expensive for our butt treatments any time soon. They even are doing less and less laser hemorrhoid removals since "price- performance was not there

- so yeah, until they find something cheep and effective we will have to live with it

. I guess, only time will tell...