Thanks Jo, buddy , that would such a relief to find a smart and caring doctor - I would prize his name to the rest of my days (sigh). Thank you so much for well wishing and prayers - you are such a caring person Jo - many blessings to you
Lecia- buddy , I know that you are now actually worried abut me , since you know what hemorrhoids can do , but what can I do - I have to convince myself that this was a good or I would go nuts . Yes, my buddy, lest pray for complete healing and accept only that as an answer to our pleads :truebud: !
You are right - any time I had a setback it was after some hard physical work - dinging in the garden, pulling chase, carrying water buckets
Even when my first fissure opened on Hawaii , it happened after carrying 3 VERY heavy suitcases ( my hubby was injured and could not help much), and after pushing my poop by force. Also, it all was more like irritation for days before blood appeared and the whole hell opened up. I think that my fissure actually opened THAT moment - maybe I had thrombosed H. and it busted that day and formed fissure !!!!! Like it happened to you when they incised yours ! Even after the LIS it was injured when my CRS hit it with a needle and than that huge tag formed !!! Now all is just falling in place like tiny parts of a puzzle - lets just hope that laser guy will also see all of it too

I am white on white - too white actually - I burn just by looking at tropical postcards LOL
Lecia baby - you have the most exotic ethnicity of us all XOXOOO

I am white on white also. We weren't that young, we are just older now!! Oh well, at least I made it to 38 years!!

You are too kind! I am white and American Indian.
I hope your eyes will wake up unswollen and you can take off the sunglasses soon and show your bright eyes again.

Does it feel any better now that the pressure has gone down?

Yeap, my pain is less, some burning though , thanks for asking my buddy - even my gas passes more easily. I don't know how next BM will be and it is usually before I go to bed : (.
Oh, now I remembered - I forgot to take Relafen with food - crap !
Maybe it is not too late ...I had dinner around nine ! I now ate only veggies and fruits and your bran cereal soaked in water and goat milk - my younger is teasing me that I eat kibble LOL (puppy food). Soaked like that for an hour it really looks exactly like puppy chow, but it tastes nice. I put fresh fruits inside - I will take MOM too, I have to keep everything very soft now : (.
I am not too kind LOL, my sweet baby-Lecia - let's see who can come even close to that ; ))) !!!! How cool is that !!!! Have a blood of an ancient civilization rushing through your veins :horse: !!!
oh....Relafen time .... XOXOOOOOooooo....

Fissy, I dont want to worry you, and this is just my experience, but I had EXACT same thing with my fistula - I went for a wee and blood just started for no reason. There was quite a lot and I nearly fainted!! I think theres a thread somewhere as I freaked out a LOT!! I've also had a thrombosed hemmie which burst and thats how my fissure started, but it burst at time of BM.

Just thought I'd let you know, especially as you mention a tiny hole. I know this is scary and horrible, I'm glad you have an appointment very soon. Hope you're feeling better.

XXXXXOOOOOOO

Dear Fiss
What you described has happened to me this is going back years maybe it when I had my first fissure, I cannot remember… I don’t know why but I never questioned it at that time ! I do remember feeling freaked like you are now as I only ever have the blood with a BM :roll:
I did feel some relief at the time and my first thought was something had burst, maybe a hemmie, I don’t know , this only happened that once
I hope you are doing OK today and that you still have some relief
So sorry you had a fright like this...
xx

hope you feel better son Fiss. Gld that bugger busted and that you have found some relief.

Hi all :sprinkleheart: XOXO
Just to give short report of today's developments .
Woke up around 9 am, looked at my butt - tags were half the size and normal color. Had BM with minimal pinch and poop came out easy without any anal pressure present - all plopped out effortlessly after many, many days of pain and tightness :( . Felt such a relief (mentally) that I took a short soak, put Tucks between my cheeks and went back to bed just for 15 min. but fell asleep like comatose and wake up at 1 pm !!!!!! Jumped up, looked at my butt - still nice and calm. Had a "breakfast" , had another poop at 2:30 pm - again effortlessly , no butt pain, nothing. Couldn't believe it all. Went out to keep my mind of my butt. Spent whole afternoon out and had a dinner out (salad of course). I was so happy that pain was miraculously gone that I bought 2 cute skirts and 3 sport bras planing to start maybe exercising next week to keep circulation going. Felt like going to the bathroom but there was no way I would go "public" so decided to hold it and we drove home fast. Went up to the bathroom and felt that butt is tight for some reason and felt stronger pinch. Wiped my butt and there was fresh blood on TP- all of my dreams were flushed down together with my poop . Took a soak, looked at my butt - tags again enlarged , tiny hole above the anus not visible but area is red. Looked better at the part that was pinchy - saw superficial fissure on the 3 o'clock position - that part is now swollen - so it is now source of extra pressure - but does not hurt - at least not yet .
Right now I have Tucks between my cheeks and am writing my report on my belly and am wondering if there is any end to this madness .
See you tomorrow my dear friends - I do not mind having all of this as long as it is not hurting much - I am praying just to be without pain :( , just no more pain ...please

Fiss,
I'll send out an extra prayer for your appt on Monday--that you will be relaxed and that all will go well. What time is your appt? How do you find all of the many doctors with whom you consult? I guess if you live in a large populated area, there are many from which to choose. Hope you feel better soon!!
Cheryl