yes it is difficult! it's made my life hell for 2 years. i can't do any of the things i used to enjoy and i'm so depressed all the time that i never see my friends. :( i just want it to end, but it's hard to get my hopes up when i've had 2 failed surgeries. i'm trying to be positive though! there's no way i'll have to live like this forever!
i love this board b/c it's ok to complain and everyone knows what everyone else is going thru. i cry to my parents and boyfriend all the time but they can't really understand it.