If I worked - I would be forced to take a disability last year when it just opened. Pain was excruciating 24/7 and I ma not exaggerating- I have fibro and BMS - both very painful conditions and each on its own would give me right to ask for disability. BUT, fissure was true torture, I felt like I am in a inquisition dungeon and that those maniacs are pushing barbed balls through my anus followed by hooks and than some more hot fire smudging - sorry for the graphics LOL, but that is how it was. Than after such painful BM I would be in spasms ALL day AND ALL night : (((. I was not able to take anything but Tylenol (paracetamol) - when I look back , I wonder how I stayed sane - or maybe I did not
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Anyways, now after LIS and my fissure acting up it is much , much more easier. There is a pinch during BM (just to remind me of a beautiful fact that I am not fully healed ( and I have BM 3 times a day) AND my skin tags are bothering me to no end - burn, swell, bleed occasionally. Although my pain is so much less, psychologically I still cope bad with it all - not only mine pain, but pain of all of my buddies here - I feel it all so deeply - there is not a day that I do not cry either because of me or somebody else here
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