Botox update:
My CRS called me today, it is two weeks since my second Botox shot.
I think that these last days have been better, less pain during the day, and less pain after BM.
I still use Xylocain gel when having a BM to relax, if it is painful, so it is difficult to say if BMs are painfree (I will try to quit using Xylocain gel), but all in all I feel better after Botox.
I am so afraid of saying things are better because I have done it so many times and then: Painful BMs, pain during the day =

ugly, mean Cruella De Fissville is back to haunt me!!!
I have been so afraid to say it's better to you, family and friends because I don't want to jinx it, and also I guess I don't really believe that this fissure will ever leave me...
If things continue to heal I will have an appointment in 1 - 2 months, but if things get worse I can call and they will give me more Botox as LIS isn't an option before all the Botox is out of my body, and a manometry test shows that both external and internal sphincter is strong enough to handle it.
He told me I really have to avoid hard stool, so I guess I will have to stick to my diet (religiously!).
I really don't dare to believe that it will be healed, but maybe Botox given without local anaesthetic, etc. was the correct way to do it. If I heal I will give my CRS a couple of bottles of good wine, thats for sure!
:flush: Corsica
