Hey my sweet buddy

- same - sorry to say

. There was a big step forward from first week till the next regarding overall level of pain and swelling - but after that period I do not see any big breakthrough happening.
It is OK during night, than I have BM and no matter how soft it is - pain and some burn/itch lingers for the rest of the day. Soaks help, as does Lidocain (local anesthetic) and I take Dervocet when I get too antsy

and just can't take it any more. I think that I have 2 fissures now - one at 12 that he did fissurectomy on - and one on 6 that re occurred after he cut that skin tag off . So I have burning on my 12 o'clock and pinching on my 6 o'clock and than some spasming starts since BM wakes nerves up due to pain and voila - perfect circle of doom so typical for a fissure.
Now, I have to wait 8 weeks total to see if I will heal or not - since that is a period when it should happen if it happens , so I try not to be in a state of complete panic regardless of all the circumstances. I think that 12 will heal , but 6 is another matter :( . If all fails - I will go to Mayo when kids have winter break end of January

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I read on another thread that you injured your poor neck catching a table :( :( :(

- that is just terrible

- I am sooooo sorry buddy XOXO - stupid table

!!!!! I am happy that you got your app. - oh boy- it is so scary

- but I am sure he will do a good job buddy - he really has a good record (KTW !!!!). We will all be praying for you here

- and you remember how your LIS went well

, recovery and all !!! You can do it buddy - after all you went through it will be a peace of cake for you

- you will wake up and say - "Pffffffffft, WHAT surgery ??? Ah - THAT one, OK...now lets buy me some more Lush stuff and you boys better pull your act up since THE Val is baaaaackkk

" !!!
Love you buddy - and thanks for asking :bathtub:
