Sorry Pinky for your posting troubles

- I do not have any idea what is going on "on your side" , I do not have any problems posting

. If you describe your problem to our ADMIN team, I am sure they would know what is going on. Send the PMs.
I use B. after I wash myself after BM. I put some on Q-tip and apply it. If I am not home I put it on a TP directly and than wipe my butt once. Than take one dry TP and collect what is left of the cream on my butt. Than I repeat the process until TP comes clean and white as the snow off my butt LOL ! Do not wash it off. You have to eat something Pinky, at least have some protein shakes with fiber - you do not want to collapse somewhere alone with the baby

. Just keep it soft. Even I went pooping in the plain before my second LIS even though I have phobia of public toilets !!! Once you go through "fissure initiation" nothing is complicated any more - all gets completely new meaning and priorities. Now I do not give a damn if anybody "is waiting" outside, or if anybody would hear anything - I just remind myself that my butt is more important than all of that

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You can do it
