I'm now almost 5 weeks in since the tear and doing much better.
This weekend I had a bad day, with 2 BMs (ate healthy but at someone else's house) and whilst the first one was as normal the second burned and caused quite a bit of pain afterwards... only this was very different pain.
Today I went as usual, however started having spasms around 30 minutes after the BM (I'm normally 2-3 hours afterwards!). I could feel the muscle was very tight but I'm not in the same pain anymore. There's no sharp, knife like pains. Instead it feels like there is pressure down there and the Nitro has helped to relieve this (although I'm still aware of something down there).
Has anyone been through this change? Do you think it means my tear has healed but my body is locked into some kind of spasm cycle? Is this likely to stop as it heals some more? I've read on here that sometimes your body doesn't stop the spasms and I'm worried I might fit into that box too!
Thanks all :)