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Re: so far so good. botox diary

Postby returnofpuzzledbutt » 11 Mar 2014, 09:14

Hi racheal, yes it is crap and if ur jumping under a train we can hold hands and do it together! Cried myself to sleep last nite, woke up at 2 worrying abot wat kind of bowel movement i was going to give birth to in a few hours time! We have all been there but like urself i was in the same state this time last year as well. All my love and prayers to u wee racheal i reallyhope uve had a better day pet xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx :smilyhug:
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Re: so far so good. botox diary

Postby Rachael 1984 » 11 Mar 2014, 13:19

Hi Puzzled,
Sending you big hugs. Xxxxx it's so awful the anxiousness this causes! I cried last night for ages, just thinking this will never end. I think we need to find the right CRS to do the job......xxx
Hem Banding sept 2012
2Fissures
Nitro- Effective short term
April 2013-Botox-Effective short term
Diltazem-No effect, developed Rash
July 2014-Diagnosed High Resting Pressure
LIS performed on 17.9.14
Ongoing pain/re-tears. Awaiting pressure test results.
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Re: so far so good. botox diary

Postby owmybum » 11 Mar 2014, 13:57

It just seems like a cruel never ending cycle. I have been where you both are more times than I care to remember over the last 3 years. The one thing you both have to hold onto is that the pain peeks and troughs...... Maybe next week things will be a lot more manageable, and you will feel stronger in yourselves, and thus, more able to be optimistic and cope.

Huge hugs to you both

OMB xxxx
fissure after hem banding and tag removal feb 11
Pelvic floor therapy
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Botox June 13
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EUA and polyps removed Nov 14
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Re: so far so good. botox diary

Postby Rachael 1984 » 17 Mar 2014, 15:15

How are you puzzled? Xxxxxxx
Hem Banding sept 2012
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Nitro- Effective short term
April 2013-Botox-Effective short term
Diltazem-No effect, developed Rash
July 2014-Diagnosed High Resting Pressure
LIS performed on 17.9.14
Ongoing pain/re-tears. Awaiting pressure test results.
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Re: so far so good. botox diary

Postby returnofpuzzledbutt » 21 Mar 2014, 02:23

Hi wee racheal, im not doing to bad, im still bleeding some days and on those days i have some pain not really bad but uncomfortable. I know they r getting sick of me in work as i cant lift delivery or pull rails or do floor moves and never will as everytime i weight bare at all i bleed or a lump pops out of the entrance of my anus and tthese lumps r very painful. Racheal i really hope u r feeling abit better today pet? I am praying and thinking about u. Take care and b good to urselfxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx :smilyhug:
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Re: so far so good. botox diary

Postby owmybum » 21 Mar 2014, 14:14

I'm glad to see your doing so well puzzled!!
I don't lift anything at work either.... I say it'll give me an anal prolapse!! Lol

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fissure after hem banding and tag removal feb 11
Pelvic floor therapy
Diltiazem
Botox June 13
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Re: so far so good. botox diary

Postby Rachael 1984 » 23 Mar 2014, 13:02

Hi Puzzled, glad you've had some improvement... I am okay. I know about not lifting! Lol. Not good for our nightmare bums. Xxxx
Hem Banding sept 2012
2Fissures
Nitro- Effective short term
April 2013-Botox-Effective short term
Diltazem-No effect, developed Rash
July 2014-Diagnosed High Resting Pressure
LIS performed on 17.9.14
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Re: so far so good. botox diary

Postby Rachael 1984 » 01 Apr 2014, 14:51

How are you puzzled.
Hem Banding sept 2012
2Fissures
Nitro- Effective short term
April 2013-Botox-Effective short term
Diltazem-No effect, developed Rash
July 2014-Diagnosed High Resting Pressure
LIS performed on 17.9.14
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Re: so far so good. botox diary

Postby Apes » 10 May 2014, 20:59

You are all so strong. I'm new here, coming up on my 3 month anniversary for my fissure. got a AF on February 13 from a colonoscopy. I was incapacitated. Thankfully I work from home, but didn't really get any work done for the first 2 months. I don't know how you can go to work. All I could do was bathe, pace, try and lie down. I got Botox 5 days ago, my BM is still super painful, tomorrow I go to prelube thanks to advice on the forum. My big problem is some mornings I have 3 BM. They are soft but still painfull. Good luck to all, it's great to be able to vent to people in the same situation.
Fissure 2/13/14 from Colonoscopy
Nitro no help
Nifedipine no help
Botox 5/5/2014 work in progress
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