Heading in this morning for 2nd round of botox. Here we go again!!!!! Xxxxxx

Good luck puzzled...... Hope all goes well!!!!

Good Luck my lovely Puzzled. I really hope this can heal you. keep us posted my wee friend. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Good luck P!

Hi all! Thank u for all ur hugs, kisses and good luck my lovely friends!! Well to start he had a good look and said that apart from some small piles i was really good in there!! I was so confused! I asked him were the pain and bloid was coming from? Blood from the pules and sometimes we get little slits in our anus, he didnt use the word fissure, that can b painful but heal on their own. He did say my pressure in the anus was very tight and this would cause alot of pain, as i couldnt even pass wind without wanting to scream in past weeks, so he went ahead and give me the shots. He also said that he wouldnt do anymore botox for a year on me and would never do lis because i was to good down there. So in the end when ur muscle tightens badly it cause the agony that i thought was another fissure!! He did say the cause of my tighting was pure stress and i have had two years of hell with one thing and another in life and thats why he did offer me valium again, i didnt take it. I think im begining now to understand my anus a bit better and i have full respest for her. In life im goin to try and not let the wee thins bother me so that when major stuff happens im able to cope with it better. this morning i had my first bowel movement it was kinda oncomfortable but ok, no burning or kicked feeling this time just raw but do think botox has kicked in as bottom to touch has that numb feeling. So there u r kids no fissures just a really tight ass and not in a good way. I would really need to learn how to relax. Love and prayers to u all my friends xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Great news P.

Did he or yourself consider you could be suffering from levator ani?

Glad it all went well puzzled. Is there any chance of some pelvic floor physio therapy?? That may help to relax things back there.
It's hard to believe you are getting so much pain, and there's no fissure to be seen. Mmmm.

I hope your bum settles down soon, and you can get some much needed relief from the Botox.

OMB xxxxxx

Hi P,
Glad you are home and Botoxed up! I agree with OMB, pelvic therapy may help you.... Keep fighting wee love. Xxxx

Thank u all!!! I will read up on levator ani jhh i dont know much about this and yes girls i will look into the pelvic therapy, thank u so much guys for ur helpful advice. Omb have u a date yet? Racheal not long now for you!! All my love thoughts and prayers my lovely friends xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Hi puzzled...... No... No date through yet. I will phone again today, as it's my day off. It's so frustrating having to chase around all the time though!

How are you feeling about things since your Botox?? Has it helped to lift your mood any??

OMB xxxxx