My surgery is happening on a Thursday and I am probably going to have to get back to school by Monday or Tuesday. The good thing is that I don't have to be at school for more than about 3-4 hours a day so I hope I can survive it.
It really is hard for me to study. I am behind in my readings for my classes because all I want to do is lay down and sleep. =/
Sometimes I have to strain and that really hurts, but other times it is pretty easy to go, yet I still have a bit of pain when it is easy to go.
I was doing fine for a couple weeks and then this last Sat. I had a very rough/large BM and that is what retore the fissure. I thought I was doing so well.. *sigh*