Hello friends,
Since last week I had couple of times very loose BM. I think it irritated my healing fissure.
I also tried to put vasaline lil bit further and ointment as well, I guess that also irritated it. On top of that, I felt lil stinging while sitting but continued sitting. I thought that if I continue sitting, my body will get adjusted to that (how vague of me).
Today is 3rd day that I am taking pain killers
I make sure to have 2 BM's a day. Wierd thing is, it doesn't hurt while BM but spasms start after 2nd BM. Also, my stool will be soft at the beginning of 2 nd BM but 2nd half will be little watery which irritates my fissure. I don't know wheather should I consider it as diarrhea or not.
I still take lactulose 20ml twice a day but stopped veggies and today morning lil hard tip at the beginning of my first BM then the rest is soft. (Sorry for too much explanation )
It's been 2 n half hours post BM and still no spasms. But I am afraid I may get them after 2nd BM in the evening again
I am keeping botox and then surgery in line. But my surgeon said that she won't do anything unless my BM's are consistent without constipation or diarrhea. Coz no treatment will be effective if BM's are not consistent. But last one month my BM's were soft and consistent and felt so much better and she also said that I am healing, so no other procesure required.
It's like catch 22, without soft stool it's waste to get either botox or surgery. With soft stool it automatically heals... I always be consistent with my BM's and once after a month or so I get lil constipated or lil bit loose stool and bang!! I am back to square one (hopefully not square one
). I am tired. What should I do?? Plz help