Make sure to at least try having a sitz bath to clean up and to avoid any infection. Did you get some antibiotics? I've been given flagyl, makes me feel a bit nauseous, but would rather that and have some piece of mind of not getting infections.
I've had 5 BM's today, all painless. But I've been eating quite a lot of high fibre foods so maybe that's why.
Same here about looking. I think looking at my bum will give me discouragement. And besides, if I look, I'm gonna start googling for lumps, bumps, scars, abscesses......and it will stress me out! Gonna let the dr look when I go for a follow up in the next week.
Happy healing! It feels so good to be on the road to proper recovery :)