Tabster and Fissy and Jen,
Just hoping you all have excellent days again today!!

Heeeyyyyy, all of my little angels !!! You never seize to make me smile , no matter what I feel, and I just could never "not post" , no matter how much I feel like not to - thanks for it all !!!
Yes, it was a small step forward and I have to "hold onto it" and thanks so much for believing that I will get well some day soon . I do not expect miracles - just want to be at least where I was before this surgery - I would take it now without complaining - bleeding and all. At least I was functional most of the time , but I guess only time will tell...
My biggest concern now is that area around that stupid skin tag is painful and that area is not small - it includes my tiny pelvic part that goes toward private part (sorry for sharing :oops: :oops: :oops: ) but it really scares me. There is no way I would ever be able to be intimate if it stays this way :( , and it is very scary thought. It even hurts to use the tampon :(.
Again, sorry for sharing this part of my pain , but I just needed to tell somebody - and who else would understand but you ? XOXO
Thanks for all your prayers and thoughts and for keeping me "above the water" :heart7:

:( wow Fissy, thats not good. Did you tell your CRS? Does he know about that? I'm really really sorry, after everything you've been through and now you have this to worry about. Maybe it will all heal over at the same time? I would have said to phone your CRS and ask him, but I suppose you would be too embarrassed over the phone?
Oh, its not fair, you poor dear, I do hope things improve for you.
:thinkofyou: :fairyelf: :nevergive:

Thanks my sweet friend for understanding :sprinkleheart: . I will ask him in 2 weeks when I see him. I did not even notice that part of my trouble until "major " all over pain got under control and I tried to use the tampon yesterday and that is when I discovered this .
Maybe it will go away as did episiotomy pain , I hope, I hope , I hope !
LOVE YOU VAL :redlove: :redlove: XOXOXOOOOOOO

Fissy,
Sorry to hear you are experiencing such a delicate problem. You have enough pain and healing to do. I am sure things will heal up but there has been an abundance of trauma in that area. Your body will heal and things will get back to normal. You probably will be "cured" of this before you even see your CRS.

xxooxx
Jo
:wub:

That area is very pliable and heals well for the most part. I think if you healed well from an epi then this should be okay. I know I had a lump there from stitches that was sensitive (from tearing during childbirth) but it did go away. It may even be resolved by the time you see the doctor next.

Are you still doing okay with pain control? Do you think it would help to not look at your bottom for a day and just say I am going to give myself a break from looking? I mean this in the most respectful and loving way, I just thing you are mentally exhausting yourself but I understand it is hard to give up that control and not knowing what is going on down there. Control is my middle name (at least it should be!)

My dearest Jo :wub: too, so very very much . I hope you feel well today buddy and that Jared is doing well :thinkofyou:
Thanks for the words of hope :sprinkleheart: :sprinkleheart:
Lecia - my sweetness , ha ha, yes, that should be my middle name too, and some more also LOL- I should have one of those Spanish names that has about 10 in a row ; ))). Like Fissy Dolores Gobarnera Caria Mondara Sinsabor Bella Baillar LOL Anyway -what I really wanted to say buddy - I do not look at it except when I clean it and it is now very brief since the swelling is down and discharge is gone and it actually looks VERY well (knock the wood - knock knock knock) If at all, looking at it now gives me comfort since improvement in appearance is the only visible sign of thing going somewhat forward . Oh, by the way - Balneol lotion is really a life saver - so gentle and if you just put it on the paper and swob basically glides so nice - MUCH MUCH better than baby wipes. I hope our Tabby will find this info and that it is available in UK - if not - Val and Tabby- please tell me - I will send it to you ASAP !!!!!!!! Please let me know !!!!!
It is just that I tried to use the tampon and was surprised by pain and was like "WHAT THE HECK ?????". It hurt even more when I tried to pull it out :( :( :( . The pain again, radiates from the skin tag area and that is what is bothering . Maybe when that new skin forms it will stop - dum spiro spero !!!!
LOVE TO ALL

Fiss
Take care dear it must be frustrating when healing is so slow, but isn't it as expected when you had so much done?
Constant pain takes away all our energy.....

Corsica :truebud:

Hey Fissy
I am sorry to hear about that delicate problem too ! period times make everything so sensitive, like you haven’t enough senstive issues just now
I hope this is just swelling that will go away as quick as it came, did you have an episiotomy before ?? maybe this is just irration from the scar and swelling from other the parts
I hope today is a good day for you sweet Fiss

Fiss -

I hope your doing ok buddy!
:angell:
Just to let you know about the PIS - I forgot to ask him! I was just so thrilled that the incision was closed, that I did not even think to ask. Plus - now that the swelling calmed down and it is closed (I can still see the scar), it is more in between the 12 & 9 o clock positions. It is more posterior than I would thought it would be - but hell it's ok as long as it stays closed! :)

Your in my thought girlfriend!