Thanks my dearest fiends for being happy for me and for cheering me on to believe in complete haling one day

!!!
There is a long way ahead of me and I hope at least that there would not be any major setbacks. I am
still afraid to lower my fiber intake and get off Colace , although going 3 -4 times a day is a nightmare , especially because one has to be home at certain time

and take soaks - they are driving me nuts - really . I know that it sound crazy but any tome I go into that tub I feel like I am punished or something. I decided to take only one a day before I go to sleep

and to wash after every BM and keep it clean as I did so far.
"Black hole" could not be seen from outside, so it is only assumed that it probably closed lol, but I have to hope it is and since there is no pain I have to be grateful

and be patient , i know. I keep my BM VERY soft, so until I have normal medium soft and big BM, I really can not claim any victory

over this idiotic condition lol !!!
I will not be much on the net today, my fibro is acting up - weather is changing so it effects my muscles a lot : (((.
LOVE YOU AAAAAAALLLLLLL
