Thanks guys -
I just got off the phone with my doctor. I told him I was in pain because of the incision site and he kept correcting me and told me it was not an insicion site, it was called a "puncture wound". Whatever, it really doesn't matter. He wanted to know where it was and I told him poteriorly. He said it abnormal for the incision not to be healed by a week out from surgery. However, even though abnormal, it is nothing he has not seen before. After telling him my symptoms, him and I are confident it is not infected - it is just a slow/non-healing "puncture wound" turned fissure. He wants me to call the offic tomorrow to see if they can get me in, if they can't he will just see me on th 8th. I am frusterated with his office and I am not even going to try to call. They never return phone calls and they already told me on Friday that there is nothing available. I guess I am playing the waiting game for a week.
He told me to start using my nitro cream again. I put it on expecting it to sting really bad considering it is an open wound - however it did not at all.
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He wants me to start taking my stool softeners again, which I never really stopped. His oringinal discharge instructions were to stop using anything but fiber ASAP. He also told me he knows I am stressed because I'm in school, I have a baby, and he knows I am a type A personality anyways. He said I need to calm down and let me body try to heal - stress really affects the healing process.
I feel like a total ass for even calling him on a holiday. All I really wanted to know is if I could put nitro on my healing butt.
Thanks for trying to make me feel better everyone. My whole life is just so messed up right now because of my butt issues. I spend so much time worring about my butt that my grades are starting to get affected. I am usually a 4.0 student, and my grades are dropping. They need to stay up so I can get into a good masters program. Also, my poor baby is ill and I am stressed because I can not miss anymore school this week. I already missed so much because of my surgery.
Thanks for being there for me guys - I know you all are having issues as well. You are really good friends. :redlove: