Hi Jen,
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- so sorry buddy you are so worried and dismissed at the same time - sometimes I do not understand how they do not see that it would be easier FOR THEM to see a patient and not be called every single day
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. Anyway, many things will stay a mystery, I guess, but we have to fight for our rights ! I agree with Lecia - that is the best way to squeeze in - to tell that DOCTOR said he wants to see you TODAY ! They always have space , if they want to !!!!
I might be wrong , dear Jen, but I think that that posterior wound is not LIS wound but from something else that he is not disclosing or is playing stupid, that is why he is correcting you that it is not incision !!! He does not want to say that it is NOT LIS but at the same time he knows what he "punctured" there
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. Sometimes they use a prong to keep an anus open during the LIS and maybe by accident it made a small puncture
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. I never ever found that cut is made at 12 o'clock - that place is avoided actually , but maybe I am wrong - please ask him when you see hem where he did a LIS and to explain you how it is done and what instrument he used - ask that like you want to be just informed. If he describes "side" than ask again calmly how puncture happened - and after that you can do as you please
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However that wound happened the most important thing is that it will heal dear buddy - I know how you feel - I also went under that knife almost symptom free and came out :cat02: cut in 50 places and am trying really hard to stay calm and per-sway myself that it was necessary and for the best :truebud: . As our Tabby said - it was needed so that true and complete healing may happen and not just half way - although half way looks fantastic option now LOL - but hey - we will survive , we must.
I completely also understand how brain fog can "scramble" our thoughts after so much pain for so long
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- mine definitely is and I was A+ student , but would definitely have to take a semester off , if I were in school now - you are actually amazing Jen
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I hope your baby will get well super fast and that you will get to see your CRS tomorrow !!!!
Stay strong buddy - because you ARE
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