Been a tough 2 days now. I hate having to wait and wishing that I was already operated and on the road to recovery.
My hemmis seem to be getting progressively worse and the longer I wait, the worse they may get. A little worried here. Pain has been fluctuating between a 3, 4 and a 5 for 2 days now and GTN seems to have less of an effect than before.
From what I have guaged from other people Ive spoken to that have been operated on (small procedures, some unrelated to fissures or hemmis), first comes the bloodwork, then about 2 weeks later an interview with anaesthesia dept. then another 2 to 3 weeks later the operation, which basically means I will be having a Red Christmas.
Waiting is almost as much torture as the physical discomfort itself. I'm getting impatient and not being able to help out more at home, work without having to sit down every 5 minutes and hitting the gym is starting to take its toll. Eating habits I can live with but the general incapacity I have now is just too much.
I'm becoming a grouch and I'm not happy about it.
I'm actually becoming the PitA I have.