Hi omb, I managed to heal my old fissures but now i have 2 new ones. They are not too painful but extremely depressing. I know i am extremely tight and thats why i keep getting them...as soon as i come close to healing one, i get another....sigh..going on almost 3 years of this now. LIS is on my mind alot but scared.

Hey Rachael 1984

Hope your holidays are going "relatively" well in spite of all the turmoil
down there. I have a gift for you to help pick up your spirit
in this holiday season. Please take yourself back to some good
time memories and let your thoughts only think positively.



Gift 1

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Gift 2

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Happy Holidays Rachael to you and yours

Hi Rachel,
I tried to reply a few times when we were on vacation but our internet connection was terrible. Just wanted you to know I was thinking of you and hoping you are doing well and had a good Christmas despite all this hell.

How r u racheal and omb? Im heading in for more botox on the 6th when my daughter goes bac to uni. Hes goin to have a good look in there when im asleep to c wat all the pain is on the left hand side. Have been really down abot all this again i now feeling that i dont want anyone round me as i feel as if im letting myself down and everyone else as i m always tired and cant do much and all i talk about r fissures and water intake. Feeling sad and withdrawen i dont kniw myself anymore. All my love and thoughts r with u my friends xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

hi return, ithought you were healed?what happned?setback?

Hi s.b 2013, couple of months ago think my botox wore off but the thing is the big fissure is healed another one has came on left side. I kept stools really soft and drink 4ltrs of water a day and still another one came, i just dont get it!!! How r u?? I hope feeling a wee bit better xxxx p.s im over in diary section under "so far so good" if u could post there. Thanks!

Hello everyone,
Thankyou so much for checking in on me........ BT I can't see the gifts? The area is blank when I open it!? Thankyou for your lovely kind wishes. I have had a real roller coaster Christmas, I have really tried to get on with it, but when the pain is bad, I am in the black hole.
So tired, I hope you had a good Holiday despite the pain and hell of all this. I do hope you had good pain free days?

Puzzled, I am so sorry, I feel the pain and frustration of this hell.... Have you thought about taking ADs to help with the low mood? They helped me so much. Maybe the second round will heal this new Fissure as it will not be as longstanding and chronic. Plus you did heal the other one, which is a positive. But when this is constant we just don't see the positives we just feel the pain and hell. I too am consumed by the Fissures, my whole life is affected now and I just want an end to it NOW.......

Well, I have had a crap day today, real stinging on BM and the knife hell all day. Just wanted to cry walking around the supermarket doing my weekly shop. I just imagined what it would be like to walk around with a pain free bottom, and I just want to scream out! Help me! God I hate this god damn hell!

Awwwwh wee racheal wat a horrible day for you pet! Do u think u will get a 2nd round of botox? Praying for you racheal xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Ah Rachael I'm so sorry you are going through all this it's so not fair . You sound so like I was last year, will you try Botox again or go straight for LIS? Although I ended up having LIS I did try the Botox 2nd time. I'd would give it another chance.
I wish you well :) x

Feeling your pain, Rachael. Still praying this ends for us someday.