by owmybum » 23 Aug 2014, 04:36
Sooo painful today. I think he has torn things further.
Thankyou for all your words of encouragement.... But the truth is I still have a fissure, and now it extends down outside the anal verge, so is in fact worse. It's going to take alot of time, pampering and perserverence to get this fissure back under control. I feel completely exhausted by it all to be honest. I'm so teary I can't even bring myself to phone my mum and tell her... If I say the words out loud, it's real. My husband couldn't even sleep last night he feels so heart broken for me....these damn fissures don't just affect us sufferers, they impact all those close to us too, and that makes me feel even worse.
fissure after hem banding and tag removal feb 11
Pelvic floor therapy
Diltiazem
Botox June 13
Nitro
Internal flap July 14
EUA and polyps removed Nov 14
Diagnosed with neuropathy Jan 15
Diagnosed with HS EDS type 3 (causes poor wound healing )