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I will try to type it up again lol.
Good morning everyone!! My body is being weird lately; 2 days ago I had chronic itching at the 6pm mark just before bed but I didn't scratch - sudocrem helped to sooth it. that settled and all is well now, I feel segnificantly better with everything however my body is having 2 BMs a day, a small one in the morning and a large one in the evening but I've not changed any meds or eaten any more?
I've noticed whilst applying my cream just inside the sphincter at the 12+1 positions I've got two tiny lumps that are easily felt, I'm guessing these are old hemmis or injection sites? they are tiny and are quite sensetive to the touch.
Also, I've noticed my Skin tag at 6 is GONE. I guess I didn't notice before as it was so swollen down there but I'm guessing my CRS banded the tag with a hemmi and it has fallen off? it was quite a big tag so it's odd not to see it down there after all this time!!
but overall I'm not doing badly at all! pain throughout the day 2/10 pain on BM 2.5/10.
I've been here before though feeling rather positive then all it takes is one little setback that sends me spiralling back down again (the healing process reminds me of playing snakes and ladders as a kid, you'd be doing so well then roll a 5 and end up on a snake bringing you back to the start again)
Big hugs to all
FF