by Sufferingbadly » 23 Jun 2016, 01:02
MPB and HTD,
Thank you so much for your kind replies.
I had quite a rough time the other day. I upped my miralax dosage for now. I finally had a painless bm. I've been applying Vaseline before going to the bathroom and then cleaning with 100% witch hazel and applying a small amount of Vaseline afterwards. Today I was experiencing a tremendous amount of itching. I made one of my coconut oil suppositories and used it. Took the itching away almost instantly. When I take a shower, I have been using the shower head to make sure the area is cleaned well,and the witch hazel I'm hoping did the disinfecting. Anyway, all in all, I'm hoping that this is the road to recovery and that I won't experience this again...(one can only hope) lol.... I know it will take time, but today I am encouraged to remain positive. Each day I have a painless bm is a very happy day. It sucks how much pain can take over your life, and so quickly. You can be fine and then have that one bm that tears you and you go from 0-10 pain level, just. Like. That.! Day ruined. Well that was me the other day.
I would jut like to add that I changed my daughters diaper today and as I'm wiping her bum, she decided to start going poop and omg, it one thing to change a poopie diaper. It's another thing to be catching the brown snake just shooting out of her rear! I'm lucky i had a wipe in my hand. Phew!