Toilet time is none to clever tbh. thursday was my last bm, which was very painful indeed, the fissure problem is there as ever. but this wound is the biggest

at the mo, my butt is all bruised, nd swollen, nd getting packed and unpacked everyday is not helping, oooo the joys., i saw my doctor this morning to, he poped in after the nurses had been, i asked again straight out for valium, nd it was a very harsh no. one of the nurses suggest am something called anatripaline(spelling very on the dodgie side ). she said its used as a painkiller/antidepresant/ .. god my spelling is pants, hope some1 understands what i mean,but he never took me on, god knows he was a grump, so all painkilling/valium offers will be all welcome lol. i hope everyone is keeping well,