by StevePain » 23 Jul 2010, 14:05
I hope i'm a quick healer, either way I have to look at the big picture, a life like i'm living now or some post-op pain and enjoying potty time once again, the latter wins hands down!
The funny thing is, my fissure seems to be playing mind games with me the past month, some days i'm not feeling any pain and BM's are a pleasure and other days i'm getting some aching and discomfort which lasts all day, I have no clue as to what's going on, now if I was in agony 24/7 then having the surgery would be easier but I just can't help feeling like this damn fissure has a mind of it's own and it's secretly sh*tting itself at the prospect of surgery lol so it's gone into hiding.... God I feel like i'm going mad lol