Awwwee , Pinky : ((( - so sorry buddy to hear you had such a hard time with delivery of your sweet baby girl but the worst is over now and I hope that your mood will improve very soon. You are just exhausted and overwhelmed Now that baby is 3 mos , she should start sleeping longer and longer and give you much needed rest and some time for yourself !!!! Try to concentrate that all went great during pregnancy : ))))) and that your "behind" is behaving (KTW !!!!!!!!!!!!!!) , so many women are not able to go through second pregnancy either because of the fear of fissure or because it really does happen again , so you are very blessed dear Pinky - try to concentrate on that !!!!: ))))
Glad to hear that your Fe is getting better - there are different forms of it, some are less constipating !!! I know my Mom sent me some product that was actually "made in UK" and it was in a liquid form and was nor constipating me at all ! It was named Feroglobin, I think : ))) !!!!
Please write again - I am sooo happy to see you here : ))))) !!!!!! What is girl's name : ))) ????? How is your little boy LOL - is he jealous of his little sister LOL ??? : )))

Thanks Fiss,u r absolutely right.I am enjoying my time and cant get enough of my baby.her smile makes me forget everything.I thought i wud never get pregnant again after such a traumatic time but cudnt bear the thought of my son growing up alone without a sibling.It does take a long time to believe it will be ok.i still get scared but i cant live in that fear.If the worst happens,i will have to go through it.Pray God it doesnt happen to anyone.
I am still taking magnesium and cut down movicol to half sachet.would like to cut down slowly.
Hope ur trip was gud.hows ur mom

Hi All
Ive been gone for long again.I went to india for 2 months.my daughther has eczema and has taken over my whole life.She has lots of food allergies as well and im very stressed out with her.
Im still taking 1 sachet movicol to be on the safer side.I dont want to take any chances.Havent had any problems with the fissure except since yesterday.Its been like a sharp cutting pain when i open my bowels and goes away later.hasnt bothered me much but did bring back old nightmares.Im still very scared thinking of it all.
I just hope it goes away.
Has anyone heard from Val?Hope many of my friends have healed by now.
Wish you all a very happy new year and hope this year brings an end to all the bad health.

Hi, I am lying here on the couch, so I thought I would just answer your post. I read through several of the messages in this thread - it seems that you have been on a long mess with the AF! Hopefully it has not reappeared for you.
As for others on the board, it seems to me that just now many people are still on vacation. I'm a newcomer, so I'm not sure - but I think there is less activity just now. Maybe some of your old friends will log on and post.
Hope the new year brings health to you and all of us!

Hey Pinky,
I hope your doing ok and your scare is nothing! I've been on the board for around 6 months( I canceled my account once and came back) I haven't see Val in here?! I've read her older post.
I agree w/ Bumbutt, it seems many aren't in here right now. I'm hoping it's temporary and they will return. I haven't seen NG,and Steve or Fissy in here lately. Hoping Steve and NG are just taking a break. I think Fissy just doesn't come in much anymore?!

Hi Bumbutt and Dawn,
The pain disappeared the next day and is back today.its a mild sharp pain and i hope its nothing.
I have a small skintag and still have some leakage after opening my bowels which irritates my skintag.
I had a lot of support from here and helped me go through my tough times.I do miss my old friends here and i hope they are all well.