Aw, j -
Thank you, so much. Your words of support brought tears to my eyes (good tears, not like the tears I had last night). I'm sending you a big hug back!!
I'm really trying to keep it together here - but boy, oh boy, it's been tough. Today I'm not quite in the crying, "shoot me" pain I was in last night - but I never know if that pain will come back (I worry that it will) . . . and even though I'm NOT in that kind of pain today, I have a dull, hot soreness and pain in the fanny muscles. I'm trying very hard to ignore it.
What I've found out with these doctors is that every one of them seems to have a different opinion and approach. That first crs I had (who never saw my AFs) even examined me in a very different way from the second crs. So, I feel like I need the third crs to give me his own perspective of the situation.
I know I'm not alone - and it really is a godsend to be able to come here and vent (and also offer support to others) - but in my own little corner of the world, I'm kinda feeling alone in this mess . . .