Hi edel! Thats great u r really near back to normal, yes i still yame my movical one in the morning and one at night. When u had ur botox that lasted for 8mths did u still take ur movical?? Im still so afraid to eat yummy stuff incase like u if i relaxed my diet mayb my botoxwodnt work the way it has, i couldnt even think about all that pain again its like sleeping with one eye open im always taking a secound look at wat im about to eat. But im not doing to bad went out for dinner last night and had tuna steak veg and baby potatoes, oh yeah and 3 vodka and coke :-) it was really yum! When i got home had a litre of water and movical and i was fine. So long may it last!!!! All my love and thoughts xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

No puzzle, I never gave up the movicol been taking it nearly 3yrs now & will for life. I suffer chronic constipation I was on it long before my fissure was diagnosed. Do you normally suffer constipation? I'd keep taking it for a long time if I were you. My mistake was I forgot to take it one night & got that plug effect which opened another fissure.
Ah I'm so glad you enjoyed your night out :) isn't it lovely to feel normal again, but I know what you mean by sleeping with one eye open we never want to experience that pain again.
Lets hope we continue to feel good take care xx

Oh pbutt, great to hear you're doing so well! I'm nearly eating normally now, I'm a lot lot more healthier and a bit addicted to Jalapeno Hummous dip (which to be completely honest supplies me with a ring of fire on the way) but it's easy to pass! I had my first alcoholic drink in 3 MONTHS on the weekend! wow! Felt drunk after a pint of Bulmers!

xx

Totally devastated blood this morning after 17wks. Sad times :-( xxxxxxxxxxxx

Me too PBUTT. blood after 2 months solid of great BMs. Hopefully it's a stage we all go through. I haven't had it in a few days which is a great sign. Keep positive my lovely girl.

Welsh x

Hey PButt

If its accompanied without any pain or terrible spasming you should be ok. Our fingers are crossed that no more damage was done from that blood.

Stay the course....

Awwwwwh thanks guys for ur replys and support. Well i can defo say that i have no botox left in my body im feeling all the old pickles and odd feelings but im not really in pain. I feel fissy has opened a wee bit at mayb the end of it, red blood 1st day a little pink the 2nd and none yesterday. So what to do???????? I got another tube of recton from doc and started to use it again. So welshy when u had ur bleed did u use it for the full 8wks or just until things calm down again?? Or do we contact r crs and get more botox b4 things get bad again?? As i say im not in pai, should i try and heal this little upset myself or let the doc give me more botox and hit it with a brick?? Will i aways b in this cirle of blood then botox??? Does this ever end or do we just live with this and take care of i relapses as and when they happen??? Love u all loads xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Ah pb, I'm only checking in now I'm so sorry to read you had a setback how are you now?
I had a few setbacks with Botox just blood not much pain though. I just went back to day one & it cleared quickly. Pg you are in the mend again :) if not go back to dr for check up you may need more Botox. Remember I was 8 mths clear before I had a bad re tear. I really hope your feeling better xx how's Vicky getting on?
Take care pb xx

Hi there our edel so happy to hear from u!! How r u edel? Yes i had a little set back a tiny wee bit of red blood then the next day tiny pink water then none the day after. So ive been blood free for 17 days again. God i felt as if someone punched me in the stomach!!! The disappointment was terrible! Im feeling good again but frightened of hurting myself again so watching diet and water intake and have became a virgin once again! Poor boyfriend. It just seems to go in circles. Think the botox is defo wore off so im just healing myself with coconut oil and baby rash cream. My vick is doing great edel shes cheer leading, singing and doing her drama, made lots of friends and seems to b manageing really well. Shes actually coming home in the next couple of days and i cannot wait to hug her and kiss all over her wee face i miss her loads. Hows life with u edel is all well with u? All my love and thoughts xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Hey Puzzled,
Glad you are doing okay, keep up the good work... My Botox has gone too, and I want some more!! Love you xxxxxx