Juney,
I sent you a PM.
Cheryl
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You are so right Juney, it's not fair and I do understand that you feel like a zombie and want to check out...this kind of pain is life wrecking!juney wrote:things are really bad right now. the pain is bad everyday no matter what the BM is like. it's exactly the same as it has been for 3 years now. i'm taking so many laxatives and softeners and nothing helps. i still rip and bleed at almost every BM and even if i don't feel the tear the pain is horrible for the rest of the day.
i have an appt to remove a hemmorhoid that might be causing swelling and inflammation but i don't have much hope that'll make things better. in fact after all my sh*tty experiences i'm sure it'll make things worse.
i'm so depressed i can barely function. i'm a zombie at my new job and when i'm home i cry all the time. i've been thinking about suicide everyday lately. my dr switched my antidepressants again but i doubt that will help. i'm so exhausted with all of this and i can't imagine the rest of my life this way. i know it could be worse but even thinking that doesn't help b/c this is my life and it sucks. everyday is a neverending nightmare from the minute i wake up. i just want to give up.
i don't think i'm going to check in much anymore. it's too depressing for me hearing about everyone else healing when nothing has worked for me. it's not fair.
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