by GilmoreGirl » 04 Dec 2016, 11:26
Thanks mpb - still not feeling great but better. After some thought and research, I think I've had some morphine withdrawal symptoms that were making things worse - cold sweats, stomach upset etc. They seem to be wearing off.
Still taking miralax and Metamucil nightly (now with food) and the combo is yielding much better results than miralax or stool softners alone.
I've surprisingly felt reallllly good the past two days pain wise. I would say at worst a two-three right after a bm, but improves quickly and the sitz bath seems to finally be doing it's job. Honestly, I think cleaning myself out with the colonoscopy prep did some good.
I have been able to sit much more than before (although that does cause some achy soreness) and have been for a couple walks without much problem. The only setback is that I had a little bleeding this morning - not prevoked by a bm and very short lived, but definitely from the fissure site. There was no pain associated with it though - I'm thinking perhaps there's just way more blood flow down there now that the spasms have mostly ceased.
In any case, it's a relief. I'm phoning the surgeon tomorrow to discuss the possibility of cancelling the LIS. I'm conflicted because I'm so grateful that my doctors worked so hard to fit me in quickly, but also I have really taken a turn for the better (not just a good day - this is the best I've felt since day one). I'm not sure exactly what to do - any opinions are greatly appreciated.
Ideally, I would love to get physio for the pelvic floor issues asap, as I think that will alleviate much of the cause of the fissures and help prevent retears.
Sorry for the long winded post - lots to share. I'm feeling positive about the improvements and hopeful that I will be able to participate in the holidays, but anxious that this may be temporary