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Re: Wounded Spirit's Diary

Postby owmybum » 07 Sep 2014, 16:16

I hope things stayed good and you got to enjoy family time!
fissure after hem banding and tag removal feb 11
Pelvic floor therapy
Diltiazem
Botox June 13
Nitro
Internal flap July 14
EUA and polyps removed Nov 14
Diagnosed with neuropathy Jan 15
Diagnosed with HS EDS type 3 (causes poor wound healing )
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Re: Wounded Spirit's Diary

Postby woundedspirit » 07 Sep 2014, 21:41

Thanks msimon and OMB. Had a great day! It is days like today that make me glad I did not commit suicide on one of those horrible days!! lol. (seriously I swear I have momentarily thought about it as I am sure we all have at one time or another). But I can see where this condition could make one Bi-polar! I am so glad I started this diary. I can already see how sad and depressing my posts are when I am in all that pain and how my spirits lift as the pain eases. I smiled a lot today, I laughed and even made my husband laugh! It felt good like how things were before the fissures. And I am still totally fissure pain free at the moment. I don't even want to go to bed but want to linger in this pain free zone and drink in all the joy of it. When I look back in my diary I will look back fondly on this day. I know I should not do this to myself, but feeling the way I do right now, I hold out just a teeny weeny, itsy bitsy thread of hope that I could heal all the way this time without anymore surgery. Silly girl.
Hemorrhoid Surgery
Scar Tissue
2 Anal Fissures
Failure of All Topical Treatments
Failed LIS
[size=85]EUA and Fissurectomy
Hoping to avoid Flap Surgery
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Re: Wounded Spirit's Diary

Postby owmybum » 10 Sep 2014, 16:10

Not a silly girl at all!

:smilyhug: :smilyhug:
fissure after hem banding and tag removal feb 11
Pelvic floor therapy
Diltiazem
Botox June 13
Nitro
Internal flap July 14
EUA and polyps removed Nov 14
Diagnosed with neuropathy Jan 15
Diagnosed with HS EDS type 3 (causes poor wound healing )
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Re: Wounded Spirit's Diary

Postby woundedspirit » 10 Sep 2014, 23:25

Hope springs eternal I guess but not feeling as optimist now. :(
Hemorrhoid Surgery
Scar Tissue
2 Anal Fissures
Failure of All Topical Treatments
Failed LIS
[size=85]EUA and Fissurectomy
Hoping to avoid Flap Surgery
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Re: Wounded Spirit's Diary

Postby Datura » 11 Sep 2014, 04:37

Hope it went okay for you!!! Sending big wishes your way! I empathize completely! With my IBS I have to cancel so often it's ridiculous. I've disappointed so many people so many times.
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Re: Wounded Spirit's Diary

Postby woundedspirit » 11 Sep 2014, 08:10

Thanks Datura. It did go well that day. Being often unable to attend is surely one of the "side effects" of these fissures. It is so disappointing to the people we care about. And it is a condition that people can't see. In all other respects we can look perfectly normal and healthy so it is hard for them to understand sometimes. If we had a big bandage wrapped around our head or were walking with crutches it is easier for people to understand. I am not saying I don't have wonderful caring people in my life who have supported me so much, but I try to give the appearance of normalcy so much that they can easily forget the pain and suffering I deal with on a daily basis.
Hemorrhoid Surgery
Scar Tissue
2 Anal Fissures
Failure of All Topical Treatments
Failed LIS
[size=85]EUA and Fissurectomy
Hoping to avoid Flap Surgery
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Re: Wounded Spirit's Diary

Postby woundedspirit » 11 Sep 2014, 08:12

Thanks for those hugs OMB!!!
Hemorrhoid Surgery
Scar Tissue
2 Anal Fissures
Failure of All Topical Treatments
Failed LIS
[size=85]EUA and Fissurectomy
Hoping to avoid Flap Surgery
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Re: Wounded Spirit's Diary

Postby owmybum » 11 Sep 2014, 10:16

You are more than welcome W's. I take it by your tearful smiley you have had a set back?? If so, I'm sorry to read this, you have had such a good few days... How utterly deflating for you.

OMB xxx
fissure after hem banding and tag removal feb 11
Pelvic floor therapy
Diltiazem
Botox June 13
Nitro
Internal flap July 14
EUA and polyps removed Nov 14
Diagnosed with neuropathy Jan 15
Diagnosed with HS EDS type 3 (causes poor wound healing )
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Re: Wounded Spirit's Diary

Postby woundedspirit » 12 Sep 2014, 14:38

Just a small one. Maintaining though
Hemorrhoid Surgery
Scar Tissue
2 Anal Fissures
Failure of All Topical Treatments
Failed LIS
[size=85]EUA and Fissurectomy
Hoping to avoid Flap Surgery
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Re: Wounded Spirit's Diary

Postby woundedspirit » 14 Sep 2014, 08:28

Maintaining.
Hemorrhoid Surgery
Scar Tissue
2 Anal Fissures
Failure of All Topical Treatments
Failed LIS
[size=85]EUA and Fissurectomy
Hoping to avoid Flap Surgery
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