How ya doing?? Xx

hope you're okay wounded. Xx

Thanks guys. I'm hanging in there. I'm in a bad part of the endless cycle Can't sit at the computer. Feeling down. Sometimes I can't wait til the surgery for a new chance but I just dread it at the same time. Kinda feel like crying but I know it doesn't help anything and just gives me a headache and puffy eyes.

Awww, Wounded I am so sorry to hear how bad things are for you. If it weren't for my laptop I wouldn't be able to be on here much myself as sitting is a no no for me too. I know what you mean about the surgery. I was booked for LIS today but cancelled. I have been fighting a flu so used that as an excuse but the truth is I just don't know how I could handle things getting worse. It takes a brave person to submit to butt surgery! I really hope things improve for you really soon so at least it's a little less awful while you wait for your surgery. Hang in there.

Thank you msimon.

I am sorry to hear this W's. to not even be able to sit at your computer ... It must be super sore.

I too feel like crying lately.... But I know that if I start.... There's a chance I won't be able to stop.

I'm hoping for some better days ahead for you
Xxxxx

Don't know if I am going to make it til January for surgery. Just in hell everyday. The last time I healed over the stenosis got really bad. Can't even poop a thin poop without ripping and bleeding and in bad pain everyday. I have a CRS appt. for December 5th but I might have to move it up if possible. Just what I did not want , to be trying to recover from surgery during the holidays.

Oh Wounded I am so sorry to hear that. I wish there was an answer for you. For some relief right now. My heart goes out to you.

I know it's not ideal to have to deal with surgery recovery over the holidays but sometimes you just need to do what you need to do. I hope that option is there for you if you decide you need it. Take care of yourself

Thanks msimon. Thank you so much. I know you know how I feel. And your right. Just have to do what you have to do. I can't wait much longer or I am not even going to be able to go at all. Thanks for the hug. I really needed it. Guess I just need an understanding ear right now. It really helps.

You are so welcome :)