by pinpin » 07 May 2013, 00:49
Hi,
How is your today Suzy? How are your open wounds? Are they already red and healing?
As per me, I had surgery on 07.02.2013, doc removed external/combined hemorrhoids and left open wound to heal with second intention. Healing is not quick though, I am at 3 months mark now, but there are still 2 ulcers.
Regarding doc, I told him my symptoms regarding difficulties to pass BM. But he told, that easily got his finger inside me, and all around is soft. So there is no appearing stenosis as per his view.
Though, I went to second opinion 1 month ago, to doctor whom was very unpleasant, and first thing asked why did't I perform surgery at this hospital. Nevertheless he subscribed some gel for healing, antibiotics(not sure why), omeprazol and told to do dilation with finger through pain which is not possible as there are two fissure, and it is painful like hell!!
Then I went for third opinion and doc(woman) during her exam hurt me so much, and made fissure bigger with blood, as I was in spasm I think, but she still insisted her finger inside me and broke fissure. Told to use some cream and wished me good luck. B***!!
After so unsuccessful "second" opinion, I decided not to go to doctors anymore and wait a bit, and give change for ulcers to heals.
Yesterday BM was not so painful and quite bearable. But I had to strain so much, that my external hemmi pushed up. I went for surgery to get rid of external hemmi, but already now 3 months after this stupid surgery I got
1. My external hemmi back and enlarged
2. Two unhealed wounds/ulcers
3. Difficulty to pass BM, suspected stenosis.
Don't ever go for hemmi surgery if only it is not life dangerous!
I don't know where can I find doctor whom is in charge of problem and can assist with understanding. But I feel so much depressed, that even thinking about suicide.
How do I know, got I stenosis or just spasm? Sorry of so much crying here, but I spoiled my life in one day, just wanted to get it better, and stupid surgery made it so bad at the moment. I am so frustrated.
07.02.2013 - got open hemorrhoidectomy, leaded to slow healing wound.
Link to story11.12.2013 - LIS surgery