Thanks Jr2. I'm hanging in there. The donor sights are starting to heal but I have to keep wet gauze on them so I get really irritated around the site. Almost like diaper rash and that burns. I haven't been able to dilate too much but I see my CRS tomorrow morning and he's going to teach me the right way to go about it. The swelling in my butt has gone down so I can really feel the stitches. They pinch a little. I sure hope they dissolve soon. I've been having fully formed bms in the morning and that's good.
Even though it's a painful process I would still recommend this surgery if you have lots of scar tissue. I don't think anyone else in this group has had a double flap, maybe a single is a little less uncomfortable. I cut way back on my pain meds but I still take one norco, one zofran, one Valium and miralax at bedtime. The rest of the day I just take ibuprofen. I'm glad I have the people in this group to talk too and my husband who's been great. He was so excited this morning because he can see things are healing. They just aren't healing fast enough for me. But then I was told 6-8 weeks. At least tomorrow will be almost 2 weeks. My biggest hope is to be able to look back on this and tell everyone it was worth it. I'm going to look into the dilators too, thanks again Suzy.