Hi all my buddies - how nice to see you all at one place
!!!
I am not doing any better and I called my CRS. He will see me tomorrow
just to check for infection but he said that fissure pain that I feel is normal for at least 10 days since he cut that scar tissue extensively :( . I did not feel fissure pain, I mean TRUE fissure pain in its full glory for the longest time and this is freaking me out :(
- after first LIS
I had no pain during BM, maybe some slight irritation - this feels like pooping
lava on the place where my fissurectomy was done
- mentally it is like going into torture chamber all over again and I am now crying most of the day . It scares the crap out of me that it might stay this way - I would definitely ask for Dr. Kevorkian - and I man so !!!!!
I am so sorry that I have no better news but it is how it is
. I find it strange that pain is more each day instead of less and it is very disheartening
. My poop is ideal consistency - it is just that wound is big and reacts to any passing of anything - including the gas. Swelling is going down, white stuff is gone, AH looks better and better but feels bad
. Only thing that helps is warm baths - but I can not be there forever :( . Guys - I have to get better - I just have to or I will go nuts
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Val - you and your grandkids look great
I hope that cream will work SUPER fast and take away all of that butt pain : (( buddy !!!
Lecia - so nice to see your family and yes - your girls are your little clones :sprinkleheart: I hope you are feeling better today : ) ! I can see you "up the tree since I am up the roof " ; )
Jo -you look so cute on your avatar !!! : ))) I hope you feel better today !
Corsica - what a beautiful landscape pictures you always have - like paintings !!!! Sorry to hear you feel bummed too
You will be back to normal as soon as that botox starts wearing off : (. So sorry you are in pain ...
Tabby - sweetness - thank you for the BEAUTIFUL letter
- hope I will be able to write back soon
It was just what I needed - thank you buddy !!!
Jen - please take care of yourself and I hope your baby is well !! : ( I hope you are not in much pain !!!! XOXO
Cheryl - thanks for your concern and prayers
I hope you will find perfect balance for Miralax
Kim - thanks for nothing - ha ha haaaaa- GOT YOU BUDDY
-I just have to tease somebody - and I know you would laugh at this kind of humor ; ). I will lay around and eat those grapes (seedless of course ; ) !
LOVE TO ALL and :prayforme: :redlove: