Hello everyone, it's been so long and there is much to catch up on.
First and foremost - my mum died last month and so I appologise for my lack of activity on the forum - it's been horrible.
The stress of loosing my mum saw me plunge into depression, ignore my diet, ignore the supplements and just cope with everything as I could (including having to go to work)
My rectal problems have take another downward spiral, pain every single BM with the dreaded plug effect but sitll no blood. today post BM i panicked and tried to insert a vitamin E gel capsule but didnt use enough lube and it got stuck, which was very very painful.
So I'm back, problem the same as before (maybe worse) but still no blood. I saw my CRS last week who said "you're doing well, your scar tissue won't go away for a while and I will see you in 6 months"
thanks for baring with me.
FF x