Nancy

, please don't be sad :( !!!! I know how you feel - I seriously thought I would kill myself if I don't find help

. We all here know exactly what you are going through

. We all thought that there is no future or hope and you see - all did find the solution at the end. Even our dear Juney

who had 2 LIS surgeries finally found her own way of taking control !!!! Don't lose hope

!!!! And don't put extra pressure on yourself now thinking about the trip! Your health is the most important and if that means postponing the trip - so be it ! I know that it is disheartening and that you probably even feel guilty that you might "ruin" fun for your family , but I am sure that they would rather see you smile than go anywhere in the world !!!!
Something WILL help - we just have to find it
