by Hopefull123 » 17 Mar 2018, 17:24
Excellent, missy. I was also very shy as a child and young adult. A part is still with me, but much is gone due to life lessons like this one. I feel now tjat I can stay in the mids of the fire and not being touched. When I was laying in the operating room knowing that the doctor will enter at any time and start the shots, I wanted to get up and run. But I knew by running, I will continue suffering even more and resent myself for being a coward. I imagined that I stood in front of a dark cloud of fear and was staring it right in the eyes. I wasn't going to run, but to face it. And so I did, I wasn't easy, bit I passed the test, and so will anyone who is determined.