Have fun in CO Lecia! I am glad you feel well enough to go despite your recent setback! Have a good time!
I am not ready to call this a setback yet. It may have been blood from my period. It was not painful - just the blood. My CRS used an anoscope last week and said I was good to go. I have no more hemmies, and my fissure looks great! I did have another BM this morning and there so no blood so it is a positive sign. Lecia - did your BM hurt this morning or was there just blood? Dang ketchup!!!!
. Anyway - try to take some softeners just for a day or two to be on the safe side. I ignored my butt spotting this time around since Kim had no problems but mine was obviously warning sign to do something about it, which I did not and it than turned in real tiny fissure !!! Next time if I have any pink or red on my TP I will immediately start with sitzs and softeners as a preemptive measure !
- how far is your place from Bolder ? Maybe there is a chance ???
Well,that would be something
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. I guess we will be cringing to the rest of our lives any time there is anything remotely suspicious on our TP LOL !!! 
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Don't stop eating buddy
, you must have enough nutrients - how about shakes and Ensure and stuff ? They should not be constipating and poop should not be too liquid either. I know that you do not like Metamucil but it helps me even when it is too runny - somehow it collects extra water too
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