Hi buddies - just a short report- nothing new to report (sigh...)
Pain originates in skin tag "hole" and it starts with pooping - no matter how soft or even more soft it is. As soon as anus gets open the sharp pain stats ( almost as fissure pain), than milder pain lingers whole day. I go 3 times to have BM (as I did all my life) , which is not great in this scenario. Soaks make it better , but I can not stay in tub all day : (. I do take a long one and read some spiritual stuff to give me strength and hope . I try now to stay off my butt using all possible positions of laying and sitting or I stand or walk - but it really does not make any difference. The "black hole" is still there ,I do not see any new tissue forming
:(. All the rest of the anus looks "horrible" (think opposite of it- this is for protection of Gremlins ; ), and I know that pain will not go away as long as I have a wound and yes baby-Lecia - wound with poop around and that is stretched 3 times a day due to pooping can not help :(. I try now to eat once a day so I will go just once a day :(.
Val,sweetie - I will see him on 22nd - to be honest not looking forward to that exam since it will be painful like hell :(, but what has to be done, has to be done.
Tabby buddy xoxo- thanks for posting your beautiful photo - it did make me smile : ))! I hope today is better for you too !!!
And to all of the rest of my dearest friends - sending you all humongous HUG and wishing you expeditious healing !!!! :sprinkleheart:

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