I WASN'T SERIOUS DERRY. i'm the healthiest person i know. i don't even drink alcohol or caffeine for f***'s sake. btw i don't even know what an a&E department is. i live in america so maybe that's why.
i'm just sick of this. i'm 26 years old and i've been living this miserable hell since i was 23. my life has been ruined. i'm tired of living with this and i'm not getting any pleasure out of life at this point.
i'm not going to visit the forum anymore.
thanks guys for your support the past couple years.