by Fissulyna » 13 Dec 2007, 21:34
Hi all !!! I am sorry for being "out" of the forum for the past few days - my fibro was taking the best of me. I had finally that massage therapy - oh boy - never had massage like THAT - I suppose that is how "therapeutic massage" looks like _ pain and more pain. He was honest , though, sad that I would hate him for 2 days and that I should lie on ice (brrrrrrrrrrr...) or I would hate him even more if I don't. And so it was !!! I was like a fish in a grocery store stand for 2 days, thinking should I kill myself now or little bit later, but little by little my shoulder pain improved . He did only my shoulders because he said they were in such horrible spasm that he needed one full hour to release knots in them and that I have very high pain tolerance since somebody else would scream when he would press such places and not put number 3-4 on the scale - so much for the females "not being pain tolerant".
Now the bad news - my butt is acting up : (, or down ...depends how you look at it. I think I got a new fissure or something like that - was shocked when I felt pain yesterday since there was no pain for 3 weeks and my poop was normal - medium soft - go figure $$^%%&^%$#!!!! It is just old "period" story - every time I get one my but goes ballistic on me - DEATH TO BUTT AND PERIOD !!!!! So, I hope somebody will be able to see me tomorrow and if it is even the tiniest fissure I will book myself for the LIS on the spot. I had enough of this crap going on - my butt needs some serious relaxation session - I even wish that I did that stretching thing that first CRS suggested - I feel like stretching it MYSELF right NOW !!!!!! Ooooooooooooohhhhhh... HATE my butt !!!!!
LECIA , VAL and JUNEY - sorry to hear that you also have new problems ; ((( , WHAT the heck ?????? Now, this is too much , really - COME ON GOD !!!!! I will not go to Midnight Mass this year - THERE $^%^$%#@!!!!!! Sheeeesh !!!
Lecia babe, I hope you were joking when you said that you will leave this forum - we don't need one more sad thing happening to us here : (((( !!!
And I am sure they are not so "special" ; ) as we are !!! @; ) What we would do without you : ((((((( anyways???
Have to go now to do some "stretches" of my other muscles - geeeeeeeeez, I feel like an "extra" in some inquisition movie !!!!!
LOVE YOU ALL !!!!!!!! :flush: