by juney » 14 Feb 2008, 18:55
no, you didn't ramble! thanks for the answer. it helps for me to hear what other people's daily experiences are like, that way i guess i can gauge what my own is like. i actually have pain-free BMs (the pain during BM was actually only a problem in the first few months of my fissure), then sometimes i have the tiniest burn after, and only a teeny fraction of the discomfort for the rest of the day whiel i'm sitting at work (i used to have this sharp pain everytime i stood up after being seated, now i barely have that pain). i guess all around, it's more of a slight discomfort than a pain now.
so i guess i'm doing pretty good. but i'm totally relying on MOM so that continues to worry me. i don't think i'll ever go a day without it. it's like i can feel that the fissure is there, but b/c my poo is so soft everyday it doesn't cause the pain and irritation it used to for the rest of the day afterward. i'm hoping this will enable it to completely heal eventually. ok now i'm rambling a bit...hehe.